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Papa Roach - Last Resort

Journal Entry: Fri Feb 1, 2008, 10:47 AM
Cut my life into pieces
This is my last resort
Suffocation, no breathing
Don't give a fuck
If I cut my arm bleeding

This is my last resort

Cut my life into pieces
I've reached my last resort
Suffocation, no breathing
Don't give a fuck
If I cut my arm bleeding
Do you even care
If I die bleeding?

Would it be wrong
Would it be right
If I took my life tonight
Chances are that I might
Mutilation out of sight
And I'm contemplating suicide

Cause I'm losing my sight,
Losing my mind,
Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine
Losing my sight,
Losing my mind,
Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine

I never realized
I was spread too thin
Till it was too late
And I was empty within
Hungry feeding on chaos and living in sin
Downward spiral, where do I begin
It all started when I lost my mother
No love for myself
And no love for another
Searching to find a love upon a higher level
Finding nothing but questions and devils

Cause I'm losing my sight
Losing my mind,
Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine
Losing my sight,
Losing my mind,
Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine

Nothing's alright
Nothing is fine
I'm running and I'm crying
I'm crying(x4)

I can't go on living this way

Cut my life into pieces
This is my last resort
Suffocation, no breathing
Don't give a fuck
If I cut my arm bleeding
Would it be wrong
Would it be right?
If I took my life tonight
Chances are that I might.
Mutilation out of sight.
And I'm contemplating suicide.

Cause I'm losing my sight
Losing my mind,
Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine
Losing my sight
Losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine

Nothing's alright
Nothing is fine

I'm running and I'm crying

I can't go on living this way

Can't go on
Living this way
Nothing's all...right!

  • Mood: Miserable
  • Listening to: silence
  • Reading: words
  • Watching: tv
  • Playing: nothing
  • Eating: medicine...yumm
  • Drinking: you know it!

Forever

Journal Entry: Thu Jan 31, 2008, 9:20 PM
Papa Roach - Forever


In the brightest hour in my darkest day
I realized what is wrong with me
Can’t get over you
Can’t get threw to you
It’s been a helterskelter romance from the start
Take these memories that are haunting me
Of a paper man cut into shreds
By his own pair of scissors
Hell never forgive her
Hell never forgive her

Because days come and go
But my feelings for you are forever
Because days come and go
But my feelings for you are forever

Sitting by a fire
On a lonely night
Hanging over from another good time
With another girl
Little dirty girl
You should listen to this story of a life
You’re my heroine
In this moment I’m lonely
Fulfilling my darkest dreams
All these drugs all these women
I’m never forgiving this broken heart of mine

Because days come and go
But my feelings for you are forever
Because days come and go
But my feelings for you are forever

One last kiss before I go
Dry your tears
It is time to let you go
One last kiss
Before I go
Dry your tears
It is time to let you go

Because days come and go
But my feelings for you are forever
Because days come and go
But my feelings for you are forever

One last kiss
Before I go
Dry your tears
It is time to let you go
One last kiss
Before I go
Dry your tears
It is time to let you go
One last kiss

  • Mood: Miserable
  • Listening to: noise...
  • Reading: the screen
  • Watching: video games
  • Playing: nothing
  • Eating: nothing yet today...
  • Drinking: nothing again...

Devious Journal Entry

Journal Entry: Wed Dec 19, 2007, 9:40 PM
Question.

Why is it that all of the good girls want to date guys that are total jerks and then the good guys always end up alone and miserable? This is a band made observation. It came up during our meeting the other night and I thought it should be brought to light. I think a girl should actually try to answer this sincerely because girls all seem to complain that all the good guys are either taken or gay. That doesn't make any sense to me because all of the guys I see that are taken, or at least 95% of them are all complete jerks. Think about that guy that might not be the best looking person or most outspoken. He might not try to stand out in a crowd, but if you tried to talk to him and be nice, I bet he would be the first one in that room to help you. Just makes you think doesn't it?

  • Listening to: Farewell - Stay Pretty
  • Reading: nothing
  • Watching: the back of my eyelids
  • Playing: stupid?
  • Eating: my mind
  • Drinking: water and stuffs

ideas...or the lack there of

Journal Entry: Thu Aug 9, 2007, 9:44 AM
K so I thought that maybe somebody would read this and have an idea for me. See everybody was kinda on my case about not writing a book right now, or rather never finishing the ones that I've started for lack of detail leading me to a dead end. SO....if anybody has an idea for a book that they think might be cool, or just something they've always wanted in a book in general, please let me know, because this input would be greatly appreciated

Devious Journal Entry

Journal Entry: Thu Aug 9, 2007, 9:41 AM